Ocelle Galler has a complicated relationship with being alive, and he makes sure everybody knows it. In the years before meeting Stars Mainquist and becoming the bassist for one of America's favorite bands, he explores the world hand-in-hand with two very important lovers. Whether all will turn out in the end or not remains to be seen. In this new prequel to Mothic Wreckage, Ocelle fights for freedom, love and release, all while battling an intense inner storm that he is unsure he can weather.